Ugh Another Mastectomy Cult Victim
Ages ago now, I had an acquaintance I will call Roka, mentioned in this post. She lived on the other side of the world and we met via my PlayStation during an online gamine session. We bonded because we had a crush on the same male characters and she was hypersexual about these men to the point of vulgar, constantly talking about cock and needing to be “dicked down”. But she was very witty and we got along well - probably because my sense of humour is pretty dirty too.
Roka introduced me to another gamer, her girlfriend, Angela. She seemed so obsessed with men that I was surprised she had a female long-term partner, but I just thought whatever, bisexuals are a thing. We all followed each other on Twitter/X. Angela is a stereotypical little fat butch-ish lesbian in tracksuits and skater clothes. No offence, but masculine and fat is the lesbian stereotype where I’m from: growing up, this was the only type of lesbian I’d ever encountered. Roka dressed kind of the same as me, sort of gender neutral, boring, shirts and jeans. Angela also seemed entertained by her girlfriend’s constant lecherous remarks over men. She never did the same for women. There were no female celebrity crushes. Personally, I would be uncomfortable with my bisexual partner only ever vociferously perving on the other sex but I guess everyone is different. Perhaps Angela is a mug.
As I said in my other post, Roka changed obsession overnight after seeing a band. She dropped her gaming crushes instantly and made the band’s frontman her entire personality. I have my own deep obsessions but the speed at which this woman switches to become violently interested in the next topic is too much, even for me. I usually max out my knowledge of a topic - or tire of it before the new one takes over. This Roka woman has the capability to be a massive gamer on Monday, attend a band on Wednesday and become the singer’s sex slave with tattoos to match by Friday. Then when the frontman did something shady, her new persona was based around her crush on a male politician (I’ve been there too girl).
Where am I going with this? My point is, Roka is so fickle that of course she has Rapid Onset Gender Dysphoria. This is her latest cult. I mentioned in my old post that she became non-binary and our gaming friendship fizzled out, both because of her near deranged obsession with a singer and because she became insufferably superior; a “not like other girls” woman when she was no different to me. Soon she got rid of her black bob haircut and she began wearing the non-binary uniform of pink undercut and big glasses. She unfollowed me and I was glad to see her go. I blocked her game account and I thought, “Enjoy your cult and your boring screamo band schweetie. Hope Angela gets sick of your obsession with men and stuffs a strap-on down your throat.”
That was five years ago and I was looking in some old messages and decided to spy on her. Roka’s had her tits cut off and self-identifies as a gay boy. I wonder how Angela feels about this: Angela is a lesbian who now has no tits to feel, only nasty pink scars that travel in a horizontal line from armpit to armpit. Roka is also now on testosterone. Again, how does a lesbian feel seeing her girlfriend amputate her sex characteristics and lower her voice to that reedy teen boy voice they all have? Roka now looks like a prepubescent boy with anorexia and scars… and another lesbian is lost to the cult.
Why? Because she wanted to be respected by men. As I wrote in the last post, she wanted to be fancied by all the musicians she likes, yet simultaneously respected like a fellow man. To be sexually attractive yet not be objectified. Honestly, bitchily, the chances of either were slim because she’s ugly and weird with grey teeth. But that’s pathetic. If men aren’t respecting you, then you need to find better men, not hack pieces off your body because your latest overnight fixation demands it. And what man in his right mind is going to fancy a scrawny little woman with scars on her chest and shaved pink hair and loads of piercings hanging off her lips that make them all floppy? Angela is probably only with her because she’s a mug. After all, she put up with a good decade of sidelining her for multiple obsessions with men.
Why are these operations and hormones being given to the mentally unstable? I don’t like her, but I’m so sad for her.